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Well I am happy to say that as of today, I am off the singles market. Fatima and I decided to become boyfriend and girlfriend and I am excited about this new relationship. She is so amazing. She and I seem to feel the same way about relationships. I feel myself being able to fall for her without any restrictions. I am going to take my time since i don't want to scare her away. I have also decided not to charge into sex on this one. So far I like what I see. We both agreed to hold off on sex for a bit and when we are both ready we will go ahead. I get nothing but good vibes about this one.

She is so beautiful that I cannot put it into words. Amazing in spirit and in person. She is the woman I have been waiting for. She is funny smart patient kind and loving. She likes me for who i am, not what I can become. Her lips are the softest and sweetest I have kissed to date. Her smile will brighten anyones day. Her laugh will make you smile and laugh at the same time. Her voice will make you believe in angels.

As I said earlier, we met in a chat room and continued from there. So far so good. She is always excited to see me and thinks about me often. We compliment each other and look forward to seeing or hearing from the other.

I look forward to the future.

Until next time...

I don't know that I have ever been this happy in my life. Do i deserve this in my life, most definitely. I have deep down felt that I don't deserve this kind of person in my life and that i deserved second best. Well that lie and all others are put to rest. I will read outloud my rules for my life. I care for her and for me. I lookk


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