Thursday, May 13, 2004
Here again, a year later and no consistency. I start my masters this weekend and I am nervous as the fattened pig of spring. I have been out of school for almost 10 years. I am not sure what to expect. I hope I can pull it off. I am nervous about not working. I gues that is just the norm for me. I want to find a career but that seems near impossible in this day and age. We have career expectancy of 1 to 3 years. I am unsure of my own career path. I chose computer information systems. I am hoping technology is the field to stay in. I have also planned to pursue real estate on the side. I have that personality. It seems as if I have been at the train station my whole life (or since the exit of college)
Losing my job with TravelTrust was a huge blow to my ego. I am certain I wasn't supposed to stay there. The travel industry is a dying bird.
Unemployment is 1600 per month which helps Fatima and I while I look for work. I have an appointment with Enterprise on monday and I will have to decide if sales is the direction I want to go. It seems like hard core sales. I am not sure if that sits well with me. Maybe now is the time to get into real estate? Get my license? More to think about. I feel it would be a good investment. I am just not sure how much it would cost. Who knows, commercial or personal???? I will talk to fatima about it and see what she says.
I want consistency in all that I do. I want to start waking up at 5am and go for runs. I want to work out in the evening. People cant count on me to be consistent right now so I must create consistency. I really want to get a house and start a family. Thank god for John Gunter…he is having his second child at 40 and he is happy. He will be 60 on the 20yr olds birthday. He is persistent. I respect him for that. I am not going to panic about everything. I seem to have a decent grasp on things. I can just keep chugging along and hopefully learn more about me in the process.
I talk so much about living in fear and yet now that I am out of work, I am doing the same. I need to remember there is a whole world out there that I haven't seen.
Until next time.
Losing my job with TravelTrust was a huge blow to my ego. I am certain I wasn't supposed to stay there. The travel industry is a dying bird.
Unemployment is 1600 per month which helps Fatima and I while I look for work. I have an appointment with Enterprise on monday and I will have to decide if sales is the direction I want to go. It seems like hard core sales. I am not sure if that sits well with me. Maybe now is the time to get into real estate? Get my license? More to think about. I feel it would be a good investment. I am just not sure how much it would cost. Who knows, commercial or personal???? I will talk to fatima about it and see what she says.
I want consistency in all that I do. I want to start waking up at 5am and go for runs. I want to work out in the evening. People cant count on me to be consistent right now so I must create consistency. I really want to get a house and start a family. Thank god for John Gunter…he is having his second child at 40 and he is happy. He will be 60 on the 20yr olds birthday. He is persistent. I respect him for that. I am not going to panic about everything. I seem to have a decent grasp on things. I can just keep chugging along and hopefully learn more about me in the process.
I talk so much about living in fear and yet now that I am out of work, I am doing the same. I need to remember there is a whole world out there that I haven't seen.
Until next time.
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