Showing posts from November, 1997

1997-11-23-studying for the CSCS

Today was a great day. I woke up at 11 and made breakfast and coffee. I studied for the CSCS as the Library for a few hours and wend and saw "The Rainmaker". Very intersting. 3 out of 5 for me.

I asked Maryann to go with me but she had to go to Mike's parents house for Mike's dad's birthday. Bummer. I would have loved to have seen her. Life seems to be getting better.

I called my dad today. I could tell he had been drinking. It was sad but not the end of the world. Even though he is having a bad day, I still see his light. He is such a wonderful person. Nothing or noone can change that. I look forward to tomorrow.

I would really like to fall in love with Maryann. Maybe I will, maybe i won't. I like her but I am still doubtful that I should be in a relationship. Life is mysterious and odd at times and I must be able to accept change. I long for knowledge.

Until tomorrow.

1997-11-22-Dinner with Maryann?

Woke up at 6:30, had some coffee and headed to the gym. I trained 4 clients and saw Kathe. I asked her how she was doing, she seems to be good, not great, just good. I told her if she needs anything, to call me. I had to cancel going to the game with Kim and cancelled my appointment with Kate because I forgot about my extra clients today.

I called Maryann and asked her to join me at dinner at the bent noodle. She said she had no plans and agreed. We arrived about 7pm and she had the pleasure of meeting Tony, Paul, Jackie, Ofer and Rodney (Sandra, his wife couldn't make it). Maryann seemed to like them, and they her.

After dinner we went to Champps. We had a few drinks and chatted about our lives and how we ended up in Colorado. We went back to her place, I guess her boyfriend was out of town snowboarding. I sensed that we wanted to kiss, but somehow we refrained.

There is something about her that I am very attracted to. I wish I could figure out what it was. I will proceed…