Realizations

Five things I realized:

1. Grandpa Bordes' death affected me more than i realize

2. Grandpa Sjoblom's death affected me very deeply

3. My fathers death has not been dealt with appropriately and I never grieved

4. My failed marriage made me realize how quickly i jump into relationships and that there is no such thing as security.

5. My lack of discipline in choosing a career has kept me from being a happy person.

Until next time....