Five things I realized:
1. Grandpa Bordes' death affected me more than i realize
2. Grandpa Sjoblom's death affected me very deeply
3. My fathers death has not been dealt with appropriately and I never grieved
4. My failed marriage made me realize how quickly i jump into relationships and that there is no such thing as security.
5. My lack of discipline in choosing a career has kept me from being a happy person.
Until next time....